Hello everyone after a long time. It has been pretty weird year for all of us. 2020... We are almost there, it is over. Is it really? Is 2021 going to be better than 2020? New hopes, goals, believes...
My point of view has all changed recently. I do not believe that the year whatever it is 2020 or 2021 makes any difference. I do not believe there is something as "changing yourself" over a night or a year. It is about your perspective or values that are changing. You can change the things you spend in the time when you do not sleep basically which is approximately 16 hours each day. What are you seriously doing in 16 hours of your day? The time you spend on each day already shows you what your values are. What you like to do or not to do. It is there in front of you. You are already doing something you like to do in that period of the time, right? your passion is already there, not hiding somewhere that you need to get on an airplane to find. You are just not seeing it even though it is in front of you. If you are trying to find your passion, you will never gonna find it. 2021 is not going to change your goals, passion, yourself. You are the one who is control of yourself. If you only look at the things you do each day, you will see what it is you enjoy or you're becoming on the long term.
Imagine a person who has just started a diet and going to gym. That person does not lose weight over night or in two days and neither get into shape. However, if they do it consistently regardless of short changes in the behaviour, they will get into shape and lose weight, right? So, it is not one day or two days which shows overall what you are going to become but the things you do consistently are the things you are going to be good at or progress in the long term. That's just life.
Overall, what I am trying to say is do not label yourself with years or days. Do the things you enjoy. It does not mean that you will like it %100 of your time. Sometimes you are going to hate it but the point is "is it seriously bearable for you that you can actually enjoy the pain while doing it?".Nobody enjoys what they do %100 of the time. If they tell you that they like their job or study, it means that they enjoy the pain comes along with it. Do you enjoy the pain that your work/study or whatever you do gives you?